That's right irrational fear means fears that not base on sensible or clear reasons. Yes, l do have an irrational fear and the two major that l afraid of were Policeman and must fill up the tank even u have half tank.
It happened to me when l was 5 years. Mom left me alone at home as she took sister's Evelyn to optical clinic. l was waiting for her to come home thus peeping for her return by door side. The nightmare began as l saw two policemen walk by with the hand cuff. Gees, l thought they are coming for me thus l cry so hard and loud makes my neighbor came by and comfort and took me to her house until mom return. I made me afraid of policeman until now.
Another irrational fear is l must fill up the tank in every weekend. I feel secure if l did this routing otherwise l will feel uneasy. However, on last weekend l consult my love if my quarter tank of my gas may last for another 2days in order to get the good price. My love said yes definately. Thus l will just put a try and this weekend l did not fill up my tank lol.
Well, l managed to overcome it today with the shacking moment. Just happened that today is Google Dance 2008 thus we are invited to join the event. Of course, lots of activities there such as dance, free gift away, foods, snacks, drink and so much more. I didn't eat although l am hungry. Honestly, l don't really enjoy the event as l am worry whther can l make it gas station thus asked my husband to standby although he got a con call. l am bad :((
I left the event around 7pm and trust me that distant just too long to get to gas station though. Along the way l notice police cars passing by and also ambulance. Gees, l got to watch out and quickly pull to the right as make room for them to pass by. Can you imagine that moment how nervours am l! Though l took my love advised to stay calm and finally l made it to gas station safe with a good price of 3.99 yay!
Yes, l did it. The key word is to 'Deal with it'.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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